Thursday, 15 May 2008

I'm So Sick

Day three, and i'm sick as a dog. I have the flu i think. cos you generally don't get a fever with just a cold. it is bloody awful. i wanna come home to my mum!!!!!
I'm so exhausted i'm struggling to get to the bathroom. and its london, really shit, cold weather today and i'm sweating. My back and neck are completely screwed from the couch cushions i have been sleeping on on the floor in our flat. and my legs are killing me from all the walking i've been doing.
yesterday all we did was go to pubs and drink. i've done that for two days and i am soooo over it. i didn't come here to get drunk like most people do, i came here for experience and opportunity. no more drinking, no more 5am bed times (long story - not happy) and i'm gonna sort my shit out. i know its only day three, but i'm not satisfied with this. i need more. i didn't pay this amount of money to waste it on booze.
well, for today i have no choice. i missed my job interview because of last night, and incidentally i am seriously ill. this isn't just a head cold.
will someone come bring me some chicken and corn soup, and some intense pain killers?
love you all.
ashinlondon. x

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